My name is Fadhil.
I am the third person in my family, the family which has five children: three girls and two boys. I have young brother and sister. I am a boy.
Before me to be born my mother had someone who was living with was her boyfriend, after two years past mother got pregnant to her boyfriend, who was living with her. After my mother got pregnant the boy who gave her he decided to run away and to leave my ma alone. The one who going to be born was me and the one who leave my mum was my father. So my father run away before me to be born.
My mama had many problems but she did not got any support from any side but God till me to be born. After growing up I asked my mother about father and she informed me about this.
My mother lived in difficult situation and asked by herself for how she will care about me, my basic needs, because she had not husband, job and something which she could do in order to get money. But she decided for any matter in order to see me, my situation going well. Mama was fighting for any matter in order to help me and God helped her for me to be growing. I was loving my mother and I loving her forever in my life even she past away I loving her.
I was asked by myself who is my father and why he decided to do that and to leave my mother when I was in stomach of my mother.
It’s pain to writing this but it’s already occurred also it is difficult but I ask God to help me to forgive my father for what he do to my mother and me also but God himself knows the situation make my father to run away. Let me stop here about my history because it’s very long history.
And what about Hananasif Secondary School for me is very good place. For me, no Hananasif no education. For me, this is my hope. If I could not getting this no one could helped me to be in a school and I pray to God to helping in my study in order to get the thing which will be bigger help and I am not sure if I will be out of this school I can get education on another place if no one will help me.
Also I have young brother and sister they depend me to help and I have nothing to help them and I living far from them. My young sister she already finished primary education also she has no hope or I can say she lost hope when she will be in a school. And who will help her and she will get education? Several times I asking by myself: If we will live without to be educated which kind of life we will live.
Now I have a problem because for thinking much in which situation I will be living. I have a lot of pressure because of this and I am already done many kind of jobs but nothing in order to save my family.
Thank you, God bless you.
